So, I haven't been on in a while because I've been busy getting my GPA up.

My GPA for the Fall 2008 semester is: *drumroll* a 2.8!
So, my GPA as of now (cumulative) is: a 2.05
I don't care just as long as I'm not on academic probation.
Oh, and I'm now a history major with a bio minor. Why? Because my Bio major GPA sucked and I don't want to take the classes over. lol
(I mean, I don't suck that bad, I just do better in labs than I do in lecture.)
Anyway, I plan on transferring out of Howard and going somewhere closer to home, like NY, NJ or PA.
Here's a list of colleges:

Ramapo College (NJ)
Hofstra (NY)
Penn State (PA)
Temple (PA)
Columbia (NY)
Cornell (NY)
Rutgers-New Brunswick (NJ)

I had others in mind, but I was like ehhhh...
I'll explain later if it actually happens.
But anywho, I plan on changing my major *officially* when I transfer to American History.

Also, I've been house sitting since I got here, and it's nice. Today's my last night but I don't care. I got to stay here in Park Slope, Brooklyn and I felt closer to home than I ever felt.

Additionally, I work at the university's bookstore, so I get like, crazy discounts on stuff which makes me happy.

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That's what I look like now. It looks like a depressing picture, but I swear it's not! lol

26th marked 7 months with my b/f. Yay!

I'm so happy, because I finally met a guy who treats me right and doesn't treat me like shit and step all over me. It's really...refreshing for a change. That, and I have friends that haven't back stabbed me or turned their backs on me, which makes me feel even better now, because I feel as though I'm on the right track now.

Well, time to focus again soon.
I return back to DC on the 6th.
To the rest of you guys, Happy -late- X-Mas, Kwanzaa, Yule & New Year's.

<3 Blaize

P.S. I got a new laptop for X-Mas! Before Thanksgiving break, I tripped over the ethernet cord, making my laptop fall off my desk and splitting it in two.

....because there's no internet in my dorm.

So yeah, I haven't been on the internet as much because Howard U's "proficiency."

Anyway, I had a lot of growing up on top of the growing up I was doing.

And I've learned one thing:

RESPONSIBILITY SUCKS.

That, and college blows unless you have the right teachers -which I do, finally-.

I <3 my Bio Anthropology teacher and my Egyptian Philosophy teacher.

That and I'm proud of myself. I'm taking the only existing Egyptian Philosophy class in the nation!

Yessh! Victory is mine.

So, I'm doing 13 creds this semester and I'm like, "WTFH?"

I'm mad, because I really was looking forward to doing more than that. I still want to get out of here early and go to Grad School early.

To some extent, I guess I would like to be a prodigy.
Even though, people say I push myself too hard and such.

Well, I don't care. I'm going to get whatever I can out of college.

Meh, it still doesn't change the fact that my ass hurts.

Damn you, Howard. Damn you.

Oh, another thing, if this Biology thing doesn't work out for me, I may become a U.S. History major and become a defense attorney as planned. Meh.

I still want to help people without being shrewd about it though.

Well, if I do become a lawyer, I'll be like Mia Fey.


P.S. "I wanna fall and never wake up.
I wanna dream and never wake up.
No one's gonna stop me, no one's gonna stop me.
Not even me. Little old me."

As D.L. and Lillith were sitting outside on the bench, just outside the park, Lillith handed D.L. her present. As D.L. took the present from Lillith, D.L. smirked to herself. Lillith handed her the bag and smiled to herself. It was a reddish-pink bag that had a wrapped box inside. The box had striped wrapping and a polka-dot ribbon. D.L. carefully took the wrapped box and carefully placed it on her lap. She placed the bag on the floor next to her left foot and unwrapped the box slowly. As soon as the casing showed, Lillith shouted out, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!"

Then, a piercing silence hit the air as D.L. got up and was about to smash the figurine Lillith had gotten her. D.L. smirked at Lillith and threw the figurine to the ground as it smashed into a million pieces. Lillith had tears in her eyes as D.L. laughed evilly, although she was trying to hide the pain herself. She looked at the smashed figurine of her favorite Sailor Scout, Sailor Pluto, in silent sadness.

D.L. turned to look at Lillith, pulled a knife out and placed it to Lillith's throat, somewhat unwillingly.

"From now on, we are enemies," D.L. said with a forced vehemence in her voice. "From now on, you must be prepared to fight me at all costs. Since Gaven will not leave me alone, I consider you an enemy. Do you understand me?"

"But--" Lillith said.

""But" nothing!" D.L. shouted at Lillith. "BE PREPARED TO FIGHT ME!"

And with that, D.L. walked away trying to conceal the fact that she was torn inside, while ignoring Lillith, knowing that she too was hurt.

So, I woke up at 12ish because I had aweird dream about dead people.

I dreamt that my dead grandparents and a couple of other people that I had met or were long gone before I was born (my great-grandparents and my Uncle Ho)- who had died along the way-were sitting at a table and were waiting for me to sit. There was a cake and it was lit. It said, "Happy Birthday Blaize!!" in pink frosting and had red roses on it. The frosting was white. There werre 19 candles around the cake and two candles in the middle that had the actual number. I closed my eyes and surprisingly enough, I blew out all the candles. Then, I cut the cake and started to cut pieces for everyone. People were just talking and chatting at the table. It was very peaceful. Like people we asking me how things were and to keep trying. Everyone wished me happy birthday. Then, it was over.

Dad comes over to Grandma's and I wake up to see him there. We order out some Italian food and I have some Shrimp Parmesan. Good stuff.
Then, I go to J&R to pick up Sims 2 Seasons.
Go back to Grandma's to install it. Funness!
Then, Chris calls me and says that he's able to hang out. Awesome!
Oh man, so my dad drives me to Brooklyn and we're like staking Chris out.
A little while later, Chris shows up...but meanwhile, I see Sharkey pass by with Mike and his girlfriend.
That's always fun and exciting.
So, anyway, me and Chris take a walk in the park with Sharkey and we end up by the zoo. Yeah, so we step out and this couple, which scared the hell out of me, asks us for directions to Flatbush.
They scared me because the guy driving the minivan looked and sounded like my grandfather who's been dead for 8 years, while the lady sounded like and had the same exact glasses as my grandmother who passed away 7 years ago.
After that, I saw a rabbit and I started screaming my head off.
Afterwards, we walk back and we find a white DS on a rock with 2 Pokemon games in it. It was Ruby and Diamond. I took the diamond game and Sharkey took the DS and the Ruby game. lol
Then, we split up and Chris treats me out to dinner. We have Italian (yes, again lol) and I tried Shrimp Scampi. Very interesting taste. While we're eating, we see Sammi, Erin and Scott. I picked up Sammi and Erin and spun them around. lol I almost knocked Erin into the fire hydrant.
After that, I got a cookie and we just chilled by the church (yes, our former hangout in HS) and went to The Circle. -another hangout spot-
We sat and talked and I gave Chris a shoulder massage. lol
Good times, good times.
I've gotta admit, this has got to be the best birthday I've had in like never.
All I have to say is, "Thank you for the birthday wishes and everything else, guys!"
I really appreciated it. ^_^

...So, Ravellius, Keeg, Elias and Wet Paint celebrated my early birthday on the 17th @ Smilies. That was fun.

Poor Wet Paint. Elias was like probing her on why she couldn't work and she was like shoving her hand like, "Hello!"

Good times, good times.

So, after that, we went to the movies. We saw Harold & Kumar Escape From Guantanamo Bay. Excellent movie. Hilarious.

Afterwards, Ravell and I go to Queens and check out the Queens Center Mall. It's hella big. We went to Macy's and Victoria's Secret.

Oh man, Macy's was not fun. I'm mad at the fact that Beyonce makes these pants with gold holes in the back pockets. She should lose her career for that. Anyway, poor Ravellius went bra shopping with me and learned a thing about us girls. lol!

We ate, then we went to Manhattan. Went to Toys R Us to see if they had the Sims 2 Seasons game. No luck. Try Virgin. No luck there either.

So, we head back to Brooklyn and I turn 19 between East Broadway and York St. in the tunnel, on the F train. Exciting!

So, we head over to 15th St. and walk over to the Tea Lounge. This is where the madness begins.

So, we walk over to the Tea Lounge and this girl is sitting in there giving me the "Nuh-uh" signal with her hand and I'm like, "Go die." Ravell and I sit outside and I proceed to steal their WiFi.

Oh man. Fun.

Little did I know that Alexa's dad owned the Tea Lounge. Had I known, it would've been a different story in my Sr. year of HS.

Anyway....

Alexa comes out and I scare her. I tell her it's my birthday and she like...runs away....to around the corner to smoke. Yeah.

Then, like this man is like screaming, "PUT OUT THAT CIGARETTE!! I HAVE ASTHMA!!! CALL THE COPS!!! HE HIT ME!!!" And Ravell and I are around the corner and we're like, "WTFH?!?!" and trying not to laugh.

So, we like walk away and I'm like, "This shit always happens on my birthday." A couple overheard and wished me Happy Birthday. I thought it was really sweet. They had just come from a birthday themselves.

Afterwards, I call Wet Paint and tell her what's going on. She thinks I'm insane because I'm trying to find a store that's open at 12-1 in the morning that sells the Sims 2 Seasons game. Oh ho ho.

YES!

Later, Ravell and I go to the store. I gamble twice. I lose both times miserably. Then, I'm here. Fun, isn't it?

And the day isn't over yet.

Well, happy birthday to me.